Update on things

Hello! :)

Sorry I haven't been posting as of recently as I've been busy. I never got round to doing my Halloween make up tutorial as my costume didn't come till the day after, which was very annoying but at the same time I did have a good Halloween and a good bonfire night as well. :)

As most of my friends and family know about this that I have been looking for part time work over the past year without much luck, But today I have been offered by my work solutions person some full time apprenticeship work in an office not so far from me. However it makes me feel scared to go back into full time straight away, as I had problems in the past that I'm not going to mention on here for a reason, involving full time work. I have been doing volunteering work for part time for quite some time now and although I do enjoy it so much I need to move up in life so I can start living. I don't want to be stuck like this forever. When I was younger and sill at college I have always wanted to be an artist and it was my dream since I was a kid but the sad thing is that jobs like those are getting a lot more harder to get into. I haven't really done much art and craft work in a very long time and I felt if that if I can work hard at it I'll be there where I want to be, and then there are always desertions that comes with it and I don't do it which frustrates me because my head is just not into it anymore. So I've been working out what else I can do as full time work, but I don't have an experiences nor do I have the qualifications for that kind of job and when I do look up jobs that I want to do and then I have a look in the description at the bottom of it and then I thought to myself, "I can't do that" :(

But then I think to myself  "well maybe I can do it, I need some work experience in that placement." and I have been doing that and to be honest I'm not doing to bad. I just need to face my fears and move on. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only person feeling like this at the moment as there are many people out there who are facing the same problems as I am. Sometimes I do feel like I want to give up some days but I have friends and family telling me that I can't give up, and I won't give up. My heads telling me its time to take back control of my life and my heart is telling me to hold back a wail. Its now or never I think. I know this post is a little personal as I did say that I didn't want to go into to much detail. Hope you guys understand where I'm coming from.

I will be doing some more stuff in the meantime for this blog But for now I just wanted to type this so I can reach out to people. Althogh I have only just talk to my boyfriend and my dad about this tonight. What would you do in this situation? Sould you just go for something just because its the first thing that comes up? Or would you rather think about it? Thats Jobs I'm talking about. Anyway I'm going to rap this up before it goes on and on.

Hope your days are going well. :)

Halloween Post

So the past couple of weeks has been quite busy as of doing planning for this blog. Halloween is coming up in a couple of days and I'm sill planning my costume. This year I'm going to Rocky Horror Picture Show sing along this year with my boyfriend Carl and our friends and I'm going as Columbia. I only ordered my costume last sunday and my order should come by this saturday which is on the day that we're all going so I'm hoping that my costume will come in time like in the morning or afternoon. If not then I have a back up costume just in cast.

Maybe tomorrow afternoon or night I'll do a make up tutorial on my halloween costume. :) I do remember last year though that I was in the middle of revamping my living room and there where barely anything, no sofa, no desk and only some deck chairs that I've lent from my parents lol. My place is now all in one place now and I have my sofa, my desk and my carpet. So this year should be really good and then we'll move on to Christmas!!! :P

September Favorites ^_^

So today I'd  thought I'll start this new blog post with favourite beauty products and things for every month. This will be updated when I'll think of more things but this is what I've been loving this month beauty wise! :)

1) charles worthington colour enhancer colour shield creme

Now I have been dyeing my hair red for about 4 years and up until now I haven't really been using a heat protection spray or cream, until I came across this product while I was in boots and I saw they where doing a clearance sale on some of the brands in store to make room for new ones. the hair cream was £3.00 and I decided to buy this just so I can try it out. After I washed my hair and towel dried it I apply the cream in the palm of my hands and rubbed it into my towel dried hair making sure it goes from the half top of my roots and down to the tips and then I blow dried my hair. I will say that it left my hair soft and have enhanced my hair colour so much brighter. It's not too sticky like most of the hair creams I've tried, it have a very lovely texture to it. I think this is suitable for all colour types but I have found some on the boots website that are for blonde and brunettes. (or maybe its the shampoos and conditioners I didn't really pay attention. lol) It is one heat protection I would recommend if your not and fan of spays like I am.

2) garnier bb cream miracle skin perfector 

I have tried some bb creams in the past but this one I am in love with at the moment. I got a sample of this in a magazine and I've used it for a couple of days until the sample pack ran out and that what made me decide to get it in stores. I've got the combination to oily skin one in light. (as my skin is quite pale.) It has covered up most of my imperfections like blemishes and spots. It has gave my skin and wake me up feel to it and it gives me a break from my foundation quite a bit. the texture to it is pretty light and not too sticky. My skin did have a Healthy looking glow to it. The only downside to this thought is that my skin got all shiny after a few hours wearing it and that is a little pricey. (depends where you get it from.) However thought I do really like this cream and I will keep using it in the mornings when I'm in a rash. 

3) l'oreal elvive extraordinary oil for coloured hair 

Now I know I have been using this product for almost 1 year so I might not count but I really love this. I use this after I've strengthen my hair and it boost the shine in my hair. it can be use before shampoo for extra colour protection, before styling or a finishing touch to the hair. it is a little greasy so you will need only one application from the bottle. It has last me for a pretty long time. I will sill continue to use this as it has made a lot of difference to my hair.

And that's it for this month, will do another one next month. Hope you enjoyed this post. What has been your favourite beauty product this month? leave your suggesters in the comments below.

Bye Bye! :P xxxx